Here i thought i was preparing for the update of the century, but i already told you all about John. Although i was a little stingy with the details. [sidenote: dont you hate it when you randomly look in the mirror and realize your lip is bleeding? sucks.] so lets get down to business. Iapos;ve been "dating" Bublz (aka Mike) since the summer of apos;05. Although i should really say i started sleeping with him then. We didnt *officially* become a couple until June of apos;06. Anyway we were pretty much living together since we met. It was just more convenient that way. Anyhow, i met John in the middle of April this year and broke up with Bublz shortly after. John and i started dating May 1st. Heapos;s the most amazing man iapos;ve ever met. Heapos;s everything i want and exactly what i need. Heapos;s sweet, sensitive, considerate, supportive, funny, caring, loving, affectionate, romantic, one of those guys that gets along with everyone, and heapos;s drop dead gorgeous to boot. Thereapos;s just one little snag. Heapos;s married. With two kids. Heapos;s 23. Now that the secretapos;s out let me explain. He joined the air force straight out of high school. He just got out this January. He met a girl while he was serving, they had only dated 6 months when they decided to get married. It was the only way for them to stay together, and he thought he was happy. They also decided to have two children. Long story short she was a lush, put them into debt and cheated on him several times. He tried everything in his power to save his marriage for the sake of his children, Madison and Alexander (4 and 3 now), but it failed. Theyapos;ve been separated for a year and a half and are currently finalizing the divorce. He had full custody of both kids until April. Since then itapos;s been joint custody where they spend four weeks with him and four weeks with their mother in Ohio. That means every four weeks we drive to DuBois, PA (halfway point) to meet her and exchange the kids. This situation is all new to me and i had a real hard time with it at first, but i think things will only get better. I love him dearly and if he wasnt as amazing as he is, he wouldnt be worth the trouble. But he is. This is a man i already know i could see myself marrying. I just have to take into account two extra kids i hadnt planned for before. So thatapos;s where i stand at the moment. Every once in a while i freak out over the prospect of being a step-mother (also something i never planned on being), but all in all iapos;m very happy. Heapos;s so good to me. Sometimes i feel like i dont deserve him. A lot of the time i wonder what the hell he sees in me. But he loves me and i shouldnt question it lol. Iapos;m just glad he does. And with that iapos;m going to crawl into bed next to him and fall asleep. Goodnight everyone.
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